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HAHA. OMG, it's like a century ago, when I last posted an entry here. :)))
I had a dream of having sex with someone other than my partner. Silly thing is, he's my ex-boyfriend, he's kinda my ex-boyfriend. I can't really see his face, but he's more likely like him.
There are a lot of things happened during that dream. It's like the things I want my current partner to do to me. That sweet things. Maybe I was just dissatisfied with what he has done, but, ugh. I DON'T KNOW.

I searched for the meaning of exotic dreams, and this is the meaning.:


Psychological Meaning: Erotic dreams are usually a straightforward expression of sexual desire. The nature of the sex may reveal you hidden hopes and fears. For example, if you dream of having sex with someone other than your partner, this may highlight dissatisfaction with the physical side of your relationship. Your dreams may reveal patterns in your sexualrelationships that you may not be aware of. If your sexual dreams are violent or perverse, you may need to be more relaxed about your sexuality. You may have sexual phobias or compulsions that need to be recognised and brought in control. Your dreams may offer ways to help you lead a happier and more natural sexual life.
Mystical Meaning:An odd superstition claims that if a man or woman dream of visiting a brothel there will be an improvement to their domestic life. And good news for cross dressers: there will be success within the family if you dream of changing sex.

Psychological meaning is kinda true to me. The 'having sex other than your partner'. 
I used to tell him everything, but this dream? No way. I may hurt his feelings even though it's just a dream. 
To me, dreams are things that may happen in the future or that has happened in the past. I hope, this things won't happen in the near future. And I hope he knows how physically dissatisfied I am with him. :'(
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haha! It's been a long time since I post an entry here on my summer blog. Well, I am quite busy editing my theme at http://tumblr-tweaks-and-tutorials.tumblr.com, busy posting some tutorials, too. :)

There are A LOT of things happen these last few days. :)

First thing happened was our third year anniversary of being together, sharing happy and lonely moments in life. This day was last May 15, 2011. Good thing was, every anniversary is also the fiesta  of our town Saint, San Isidro Labrador. So, foods, a lot of foods. :D haha.
That day was quite tiring for me, for our family. We really have to clean the house, cook a lot of food to serve for the guests. I was assigned to clean the house and it was so hard! The house was so big to clean by me, only.
Later that day, we had agree that he will come to our house, but no time specified. So, I was expecting he will be here early afternoon. I wait and wait. 3PM, still no signs of him. He texted me that he will be here 4PM. So, still waiting. 4PM came, still no boyfriend has arrived. I was really pissed! You know what time he arrived? 6PM!

OMG, I was really to the highest level pissed! I nearly cry about it. When we were eating salad, he was eating and really try to make me laugh, but I was pissed, I just nod and nod, faking smile.
 It is fiesta, the city mayor organized to have fire works here. 8PM is the schedule, that was the time I talked to him. I grab him outside the house because I badly want to watch the fireworks, and I talked. I was still a little bit pissed, but I think we're okay. We ended our night so good. :) 9PM, no guests already, we washed plates and my parents went to bed so early, so him, my sister, her boyfriend and I left downstairs. Sister and her partner we're at the computer facebooking, we? Just watching TV and cuddling. :)

It was good. :)

And, ow, about the title of this entry, I will be taking an exam of Civil Service-Professional this coming Sunday, May 22, 2011. And, I am not yet ready! HAHAHA. I am a lil bit scared. The English and Tagalog part of the exam was the hardest of all! And that subject was my weakness! How am I going to pass this exam? :'( Well, I hope I will really pass this examination, they are REALLY EXPECTING that I will pass, my parents, my auntie and uncle! OMG. I really hope. Lord God, please guide me and the others. :'(

And oh! Another thing, yesterday, May 16 was one of my happiest days of my life! wanna know? I received a text message telling me that I passed and can continue being a third year accountancy student at Bukidnon State University! Yeeeeh! Love it! <3 Yes! My dad was so happy. Mom, too. Me and my dearest bestfriend boyfriend! Whoah! :')

Another thing again! It was my 4th day dealing with Google Adsense and I got almost $9.27 dollars already! hahahahahhaa! I hope this thing works perfectly. :) yees

I think, that'll be all! hahahaha
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I created a blog yesterday, its called "tumblr tweaks and tutorials".
And it gained 14 followers today! weheww.
If you are a beginner in tweaking themes, this might help you a lot, you can message me if you want some help and I will make a tutorials about it. :)
Visit it here!

Well, today is mother's day! May 8, 2011. This day has been not so good because mom and dad still hasn't talk to each other this morning. Good thing, mom got her thumb pricked, it bleed and the hatred of mom towards dad lessens it. HAHAHA
The plan for today was an outing at Edlimar Resort at Maramag, Bukidnon, but it was boom, because they fought yesterday SO bad. Well, good thing to me because I still can't swim on swimming pools because I got RED ALERT. hahaha. :)

we just gave mom a gift, a sunglasses, a sleeveless that she can use during her aerobics, a purse and a card with our message. When mom read the  message, she cried, I think I was the only one who saw her cry.

This afternoon and early evening, mom and dad talked to each other! woh, they're already friends. HAHA.
LOVE it.

Me? I'm still doing some tutorials, haha. Visit and follow the blog, huh. :) It might help you a lot. XD

-May 7 & 8, 2011
Goodnight.
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I was VERY productive today. HAHA I finally made a tumblr theme! weeeh. After such long time, I made my own again. AHAHA. you can view it here. :)

I think, that is the only thing I made today. HAHA. Many obstacles is on my way by  just doing that theme. And I love it. HAHA. :)

You can request free themes to me, maybe comment on this post or on my tumblr. :)
haha. I don't know. I am tired already, sleepy. I need some sleep. :)

And, ow, I am happily in love. :) hahaha
<3

- May 6, 2011
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A very long week. :)
Our qualifying exam was FINALLY done! hahaha
I can feel my summer. But, so sad, only four weeks left 'til classes will start. But, it's okay. I will love this .. HAHA

I forgot almost all things happened to me the days when I haven't posted an entry. So, haha.

I deleted my mom from my facebook friends. Because she can read my rants and everything, she keeps on ranting about my rant, so DELETE!

And, hmm. I can't remember anything. HAHA. I was like having an amnesia, It was like I forget all the things happened in the past few days where all I have done was studying and solving problems I can't have any passion solving it. :'(

And, oow, I know what I want to do. I WANT TO COOK AND BAKE. haha.
I got a passion on that and I am loving it. weeew.

And also, Our 36th Monthsary is fast approaching. 36 months = 3 years . I was kinda excited. After all that has happened, I am so happy we stayed this long and still happy, strong, sweet and happily in love with each other. :')

Today, I also cried. He brought the sorry card that I gave to him last January 4, 2010. I was asking for sorry because, because of me, about my bad habits and attitudes, and bad physical being, he fall in love to a girl on their neighborhood. We both don't like that past. And I think, 8PM this evening, he told me that he was going to read what I have written there. I don't like to hear everything, I mean EVERYTHING. So, when he read the letter, I was mumbling 'blah blah blah, mumubububub' anything that may distract me to listen to him, but I still failed. Next thing I knew, I was crying and my heart crumpled like a thin paper. It hurts, and the feeling that I don't want to lose him again, ever again.
And, ow, before i forgot, I made a new log on page. :) haaha

It was simply amazing. HAHA. weew.

Maybe, that was it for today,. :) thank you for reading. XD
- MAY 5, 2011 <3

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We took our vacation on Holy Week at Misamis Oriental, to penitent.
We traveled going to Misamis Oriental April 22 very early in the morning. HAHA
This is the stairs going to the Statue. So many people,
and the stairs, oh, this is a very looong walk. haha
Our first destination is Divine Mercy @ El Salvador, but before going there, we took our breakfast at McDo located near Limketkai. Bad thing is I didn't like their food. It SUCKS. :'( After breakfast, we continue our ride going to El Salvador City. It's half hour ride, I think. We got there and oow, the people are everywhere. So busy out there.









El Salvador is famous with their Divine Mercy Statue:



The whole place was also maintained by its beautiful flowers. Different kinds. :)



Then, first thing's first. We do the Stations of the Cross. 14 Stations all in all. There were really a lot of people there. I won't post pictures on this. It's a lot. XD
After that, we went to Villa Arcadia @ Talisayan, Mis. Or.. I thought first that there were only few people who check in in that resort. hahaha. When we arrived there, wew, a lot of cars were parked on the lot. Good thing there were available rooms for us to avail. Villa Arcadia, is an hotel and resort with their beautiful sea shore, swimming pool, mini golf, bar, hotel, playground, and they also have a baywalk. 
Their sea shore 'daw' is the Bohol Sea. They got a WHITE SAND. :D Fine, white sand:
That is there sea shore, the mountain beside us is the Sipaka island. :D and beside Sipaka island is the Camiguin Island. :D

There is their fine white sand. :) It is really fine. You can hardly find big stones there, because all you can find is shells. :)


Caroline @ Villa Arcadia hAHAHA.. so messy!


you can see how fine is there sand there.
Well, actually, the fine sand can be found to the next resort, and I don't know how to get there thru National Highway, but you can go there thru exiting the gate near the fences @ Villa Arcadia. XD


This is their swimming pool, it taste salty. HAHA




This is their Baywalk. :D It's scary to walk right there because the bridge is only made up of wood, and it's kinda already old.. But, worth walking!

':) 

The sign is in vernacular but it says: "Please don't lean and sit in the railing because it isn't that strong to hold"
hahaha


It's a bench, facing the sea. :) It's good sitting here, the wind is so refreshing!

This is my sister, and she is sitting on a bench facing again the sea but on different location. XD

And, ow, that's the way to the other resort where you can find the white fine sand. XD

Sitting on the sand. :) smile!

this is the room we accomodate. It was worth, I think PhP 1,800.00, but only good for two persons, but you can add additional beds for PhP 250.00 per head. :) Kinda costly and it doesn't satisfy that much. :')

and yeah, the rooms we always checked-in during our vacations would be messy like this, HAHAH.. and Oow, the rooms have high prices, but the TV? you see that box over there? that's the tv available on the room, with ONLY a DVD player and no cable connection. Sad Fact, too, is that the TV is not that good, the sound from the movie, cannot be heard and the video cannot be clearly see at first, but later, yes. BUT it really sucks.

good thing their beach is good. :)) It's morning that time, so it's still low tide. XD

They got also a Coffee Shop. :) Sipaka View because you can clearly see the Sipaka mountain inside the shop. :)

they also have a jacuzzi, I don't know. HAHA but, they got this thing above the pool. XD

We went to the baywalk again. :)

They got a balete there, the sign says: BONZAI of the Century BALETE; for hundreds of years, this balete tree grew and survived on top of these rocks. This is how Mother Nature creates WONDERS.

This is their bar, I think. They got a billiard. When we got here last April 22 in the afternoon, many guys played this thing and they are very noisy. HAHA


here's their bar. :)

their place was full of nature, with lots of trees and flowers and plants, you could also see eagles there, and monkeys. :) this is a gumamela which is one of the flowers that can be found there. :)

They also have the mini golf course, BUT we never tried that one, we always spend our time on the beach and pool. HAHA

that! Costs PhP 1,500.00 HAHA with the trip to Sipaka Island. XD cave2x, diving3x. :D But, we also had not tried that. :D

hanggang picture lang yan. AHAH. Glass bottom. :) The boat has a glass on the floor where you can view the marine life below. :) We also had never tried it. XD

Karaoke! on their coffee shop. My sisters were to eager to sing, and when my youngest sister starts to sing, HAHA. Brown out! XD

This is our breakfast. It ONLY cost for PhP 120.00. TOOOO Expensive for a sunny side up with burnt sides and a friend chicken. XD

that's their address, I think my sister took that picture. :) we're already bounding to CDO!

HAHA. My sister and I. :) Who's more beautiful? hahaha


models of Villa Arcadia. HAHAH. just joking. :D Bye Villa Arcadia. Thank you for the  nice beach, and please improve you food and rooms, :D

And, then, we went to the Maria Lourdes, I don't really know what saint is she. :) but, she heals and answers prayers. :) It is located at Binoangan, Mis. Or. 

That pool right there is a spring.
the water from the spring believes
to be miraculous. :) Many children
took bathes the

That is the prayer chapel where everyone who enters and willing to be prayed at, will be. 


After the prayers, we bought some things in the place, I bought a necklace, I forgot what its called. ahaha. And, I don't know if it was really a part of the plan, but dad is looking for the house of his grandson, zarry. :) After many inquiries to people,we found their home at Tagoloan, Misamis Oriental. :) Ate Zara, Zarry's mom was so shock that we're there. You see the smile in her face? I think she's happy. :

That is our pamangkin, Zarry, with her mom, Zara. And his dad, is I don't know where big brother is now, HAHA. He's working at CDO City. They're not yet married to each other because kuya is still studying as well as Ate Zara. And they're too young to be married. 



The kid was no comment? haha, Dad's face, you can see how happy he is seeing his cutie patootie grandson. :)

HAHA. Me, my sister and Zarry. Titas and the Pamangkin.

Me and Zarry. haha. He was really uncomfortable that I carried him. He nearly cried. HAHAH

He's so handsome. :)

He smiles! weeeh.. hahaha


I think, Zarry resist from dad. HAHA Grandfather and Grandson


We then, say our good byes to them. 'til next time cutie patootie. :) Be healthy! and stay strong! I wish you could visit us here @ Malaybalay City. :D
Then, we continue our journey to Cagayan de Oro City. We took our lunch at Lemkitkai, at Mang Inasal. I was really hungry, good thing, they served fast! hahah




We then watch that ^ movie on theatre. :) ahaha. It was a good movie with the cast of:  Vic Sotto, Bea Alonzo, Santino, and a lot more. The movie was funny, with romantic scenes,too. And you can also see the love. :) haha you better watch it, you'll never regret it!

Dad and mom left us there at kitkai after the movie because they got something to find on the market. They just gave us PhP 300.00 each to buy whatever we want. hahaha. We searched for the things my sisters want to buy, me? I don't know what to buy, haha. so, I just go with the flow. HAHA. I only bought foods, like nachos, ice cream and zagu. I also bought a necklace pendant, with the shape of a letter C. :)

We went to goldilocks because mom will buy some pasalubong for my uncle who was left in their home at our little compound. :D We then took the picture above, a spongebob cake. HAHA. I was sitting there, and  the guard asked us not to take pictures of their cake unless we get the permission from the inside of their office, hahaah.. WTH, we just took a picture of it because it IS spongebob, not because the design of their cake. HAHAH Stupid people. @Goldilock located at Limketkai, Cagayan de Oro. 

After that, we went home already. A 2 and a half hour ride going home. :) We took our dinner @ radney's batchoyan. HAHAHA.


the time we got home, I look first for chulilit, my rabbit pet. But, she has run away from their home again. :'( I searched for her everywhere at the house, but I can't find her. I was so sad, I want to cry. :'(

When I woke up this morning, I searched for her again, nut still, no signs of her. HUHU. where are you, chulilit? I miss you! ;'(


well, goodnight. I want to sleep, I am super duper tired. :'( And, I am still sad that my pet was lost. :'(
-April 22 & 23.

I will post April 24, tomorrow. I am tired!